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  ALEXANDER a novel by STAN I.S. LAW
 

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 ISBN 9731872-0-4

 A novel 350 pages

 

 Second part of the Trilogy
 

 Alexander Baldwin is a brilliant physicist determined to unlock the secrets of the Universe. Yet his scientific training is at odds with the memories of his youthful exploits that repeatedly drew him into the realm of irrepressible imagination. As the echoes of his adolescent jaunts demand recognition, his mind and emotions refuse to travel the paths delineated by the Princess. His inner and outer selves are on a perilous collision course.
 

Stan Law, (aka Stanislaw Kapuscinski), an architect, sculptor, and now a tireless explorer of the human potential takes us into they mystery of ancient myths. Dr. Baldwin, whom we met as a boy in The Princess, is now happily married to the sweetheart of his youth. Having risen to unprecedented heights in his profession, all seemed fine until his journey to the mysterious Machu Picchu. There, at the top of the world of the ancient Incas, Sandra returns to claim her proper place in his life. Alec would not give up his freedom without a struggle.
 

 When that that is and that that isn't merge into a single reality...

   
 

ALEXANDER - EXCERPTS
 

 

Chapter One

An unexamined life is a life not worth living,- Socrates

Peek-a-boo

 

"I really wish you wouldn't do that!"

Suzy's tone of voice was much sterner than her face indicated. She was certainly disoriented but, all in all, she was beginning to get used to it. It wasn't the first time that Alec shifted from place to place in, what appeared to be, less than a second. One instant he was in one place, the next in another. It didn't make any sense.

"I'm sorry, you know..." he started.

"Yes I know. But it's still getting on my nerves. It's disconcerting."

"I'm..." he began saying attempting to embrace her, "...sorry." This time she sighed.

"At least I wish you wouldn't do that when I am around. And especially when other people are coming. Surely you can do that for me?"

On this occasion there was a veiled threat in her plea. Not a threat of hell and damnation, but a festering omen of her unpredictable temper which she still managed to hold in relatively strong reins. Evidently, as he well knew, Suzy had her limits.

Alec smiled. They sat vis-à-vis, their eyes studiously avoiding each other.

The 'other people' were Suzy's and Alec's parents. The occasion was his Master's degree in physics, which he had just won at McGill University. Before leaving to write his doctorate at Caltech, they decided to have a sort of Coming of Age party. Alec wasn't all that keen on both pairs of parents paying court to their easy-going existence. His mom, Alicia, would repeatedly drop her usual hints such as: 'isn't it time you two lovebirds tied the knot?' Dad would whisper suggestions that it was time Alec made an honest woman out of Suzy. 'Not for me, you understand son, but you know how mother is.' Dad would follow this remark with a knowing wink.

All in all, Suzy didn't need any moralizing.

After living together, on and off, for some five years, they were as honest with each other as anyone could be. Suzy's parents seemed more understanding, or perhaps just more tolerant. At any rate, Suzy's mother usually seemed more preoccupied with her make-up than with her daughter's marital status. Only Mr. Norman, Mr. John Norman, with whom Alec still found it impossible to get on first name terms, was as discrete as any father could be. Alec strongly suspected that, although Mr. Norman was well aware of their living together, to him, the dotting father, Suzanna remained the eternal, and eternally innocent, Vestal Virgin.

In a peculiar, indefinable way, Alec thought that the old man was right.

There was a strange innocence in Suzy that, in spite of her occasional bouts of temper, made her almost child-like. This innocence combined with her complete unabashed and almost overwhelming femininity made her totally irresistible. At least to him. Suzy was the only woman who, on a number of occasions, actually took sleep away from his eyes. And this when he was thousands of miles away from her. Perhaps that was why. Perhaps he needed her physical proximity. There were other women who kept him awake, also on occasion, but they used more practical methods to account for his insomnia. Alec was no angel. As for Suzy, he wasn't so sure.

"I really don't find your peek-a-boo tricks amusing," she threw over her shoulder on her way to the kitchen. She still had to finish arranging a large plate of canapés.

Her parting shot brought Alec back to his purported if disconcerting shifting of position from one chair to another, or from one end of the room to the other side. He tried to explain to her, more than once, that, in spite of the many assurances of various talented SciFi writers, there was no such thing an instantaneous traversing of space, any more that it was possible to travel through time. At least backwards. We all travel through time forward. When we stop it's be-cause we have just dropped dead, he tried explaining to her. As for the first two cases, it is not just that science has not as yet found a way of doing so, but it never would. Time travel would create a paradox, which would forever remain irreconcilable. The concept of time travel made for good fantasy stories, but that's all they were. Stories. And traversing from one side of the room to the other in-no-time-at-all would be equivalent to travel in time. Backwards. In this material universe of ours this could never happen, he repeated many times. Four years of physics at McGill assured him of that.

It was the same paradox as with the velocity of light. One couldn't exceed it for the simple reason that it would take infinite force, i.e. all the force of the entire universe, to move infinite mass. And any object possessed of any mass at all becomes infinite if it approaches the magic C. The velocity of light. Albeit the stretching into infinity occurs only at right angles to the direction of travel - but infinite is infinite, in whatever direction.

That being so, one could never exceed or even equal this magic velocity.

Nevertheless, Alec did, on occasion, appear to deny the laws of physics. At least in Suzy's judgment. He denied the laws of physics he studied and loved.

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Chapter 10 (excerpt)

Back to the Drawing Board

Sandra sounded as though she knew every answer. Every answer to every question. To everything. Even the thoughts of God? Einstein would have been jealous indeed. She'd acted or spoke as though information had always been there for the taking.

Always. And then...

Some undefinable period later... he saw the mini-universe taking the shape of his earthly contours. Galaxies joined by sparsely populated segments of space, individual stars hanging in the middle of nowhere, clouds and nebulas churning, gathering angular momentum, preparing for the stars yet to be.

"I am the universe," he heard his own emotive thoughts. "I am the image and likeness..."

The trillions upon trillions of atoms of his mental body began to dissolve, once more, into the impenetrable darkness. They'd been only sustained by his mental effort, yet only for a little while.

I am the universe, he echoed his own memories. And immediately he recalled his image of Sacha: 'Sacha was not claiming membership of the universe, he was the universe. Total, complete, with nothing missing, nothing encroaching on its wholeness.'

My son, a universe unto himself. All the Information that ever existed or ever will exist was there. It was embodied in his son. Unto the image and likeness... the phrase kept returning from somewhere. Unto the image and likeness...

Gradually, in slow, painstaking stages, Alec relaxed. The meaning of his youthful exploits was finally coming home. Even Sandra made 'scientific' sense. It was inevitable that she and I became one... he mused. We always have been. Inseparable. Like two peas in a pod...

We merely restored the balance, he smiled at his own thoughts.

And there was no contradiction between his inner and outer, or his imaginary and physical worlds. The realities were not many. What differed was our ability to recognize the Truth. In one way, there were as many realities as there were intelligent, self-aware beings throughout the universes. In another, there was but One Reality.

Yet, if he could forget the deductive process, if he could return to the days of yore, even for a moment, he'd do so at once. He had never admitted to himself, let alone anyone else, how he missed not being able to talk to Sandra. Sandra had been his best friend, his mother, the elder sister he'd never had, his confidante, his tutor, his absolute authority, the rock upon which he could lean in moments of weakness. He would give ten years of his life to have Sandra by his side.

But... aren't I and Sandra one? Are not all my thoughts accessible to her?

Conversely, are not her thoughts available to me? Perhaps I must just relearn to listen. To myself? Apparently. Isn't that just a trifle neurotic? Sounds stupid listening to oneself. I never found myself a very interesting fellow. Perhaps that was why, as a youth, I'd tried so hard to escape from myself. And now? Now I'm stuck in my body. How dull.

And then Sacha had spoken clearly in his head. "You are not stuck, daddy. You're as free as you decide to be!"

He looked down at his son reposing, carefree, in his crib. No questions roiled, as yet, the bliss of his being. No problems to solve, no enigmas to churn in his mind during the late hours of the night; no tossing and turning. His tiny face showed nothing but utter bliss.

Is that the answer? Just total bliss?

But he rebelled against a life with no challenges. Time enough for being after a life of becoming. Time enough for rest after I solve what I am destined to solve. After I find out who I really am.

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